Vi thay co chu tam
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Hai muoi nam da troi qua, nhung toi van nho nhu in cai ngay hom ay. Mot trua Binh Dinh nang ong ong, toi coi tran, nguoi dep lep, van doc cai quan dui, dau doi cai non ca tang, dang vat lon voi doi bo tro chung tren nhung sa cay ruong mi kho khoc.
Nao “di” nao “tha”, het trai lai phai, hai con bo vang doi bung van dung tro nhu treu nguoi. Mo hoi tua rong rong, roi may quat den det, toi tro het “noi cong” de bua cho xong khoang ruong cuoi cung, long chi lam lam lo so tre buoi hoc chieu.
Dung luc do, thay xuat hien. Mot nguoi dan ong trung nien deo kinh can day cop, di theo ma toi ra ruong. “Ong thay nay o Qui Nhon ra, muon gap may co chuyen gi do”, ma toi bao the! Lan dau, thay gap toi trong hoan canh the day!
Hom do thay noi rat nhieu, nhung toi chang nho duoc bao nhieu vi long lang lang mot cam giac gi do rat kho ta. Ai doi, mot nguoi thay day truong chuyen noi tieng tai thanh pho Qui Nhon, lai lan loi dap chuyen xe do chat nhu nem ra tan Phu My, mot vung que heo lanh cach do gan 60 cay so chi de tim toi, vi “thay con viet bai thi hoc sinh gioi tinh lop 9 ky vua roi co nang khieu”. Lai bao toi nen chuyen truong vao Qui Nhon hoc.
Trong thoi buoi nhung nam bao cap, ba ma toi ngheo chi nuoi dam anh em toi hoc pho thong truong gan nha thoi da muon “sum ba che”, cho noi chi chuyen deo bong len hoc truong tinh. Ma toi phan doi quyet liet vi “hoc it ngu it, hoc hung ngu hung”, com chua du an ma lai con doi theo hoc van chuong cho “noi te chanh te bua” cho dau te tien te bac.
Ba toi thi im lim. Toi biet, ong cung muon thu lieu mot phen cho toi di len tinh hoc thiet, nhung chuyen tien bac thi lay dau ra. Con toi thi meu mao, nua van lo mo hieu ra mot co hoi gi do, dep lam, hay lam dang den voi minh, nhung nua van lo lo minh di, may sao ruong nha lay ai tat ruong be bo, lam co…
Kho khan trung trung, vay ma sau may tieng dong ho thuyet phuc, khong biet thay noi cach nao ma ma toi chiu phuc, bao voi ba toi: “Thoi thi cho no di, biet dau mai mot no nen dang cong danh rang cua, rang nha…”. Thuc ra thi ba cam dong vi thay cai long thanh tam, thanh y cua thay. The la toi duoc chuyen tu mot truong lang vao hoc truong Trung Vuong, mot ngoi truong noi tieng o Qui Nhon.
Ba nam hoc voi thay, la ba nam “phong ba bao tap” doi voi toi. Mot chu chang nha que chi co chut nang khieu van chuong the ma thay danh bao cong suc ra got giua cho that luc. Nao la day tu chinh ta den cham cau, tu cach cam thu mot cau tho tinh te den viet mot trang phan tich van “dang can dung lang”.
Da the lai phai lo cho toi tu cho o den mieng an cai mac chi vi ba ma toi ngheo qua, lai o xa, chi biet hang thang gui cho toi mot bao gao va mot boc trung ga, con lai “tram su nho thay”. Cam nghia thay, toi hoc hung huc, mo hoi tua tren nhung trang sach thay cho muon hoac mua cho chang kem gi mo hoi tren luong bua nam xua khi toi quat roi theo hai con bo vang tren ruong. “Van con duoc cai chan, nhung chua hoat lam, con cai chat nong dan nhieu…”. Thay thuong bao toi the.
Ky thi quoc gia nam ay, nguoi ta ra mot cai de la chua tung thay: “Binh luan bai tho “Tho ca” cua nha tho Daghetxtan Raxun Gamzatop”. Toi chua bao gio doc tac pham “Daghetxtan cua toi” cua Raxun Gamzatop, mot cuon sach con kha moi la doi voi thay tro tinh le chung toi hoi ay. Nhung toi doc tung loi tho ma nghe nhu noi ve cuoc doi minh, ve cuoc doi thay, rang vi sao nhung con nguoi song con thieu gao, thieu tien nhu chung toi lai gap nhau, rang cuoc doi van can nhung loi tho lang man mong mo, nhung khat khao vuon len tu cuoc song tam thuong. Do chinh la su quan tam den nhau giua cuoc doi, la tinh thuong giua nguoi va nguoi dich thuc.
Toi nho den nhung giot mo hoi roi giua luong cay, den nguoi thay da lan loi duong xa chi voi mot khat khao giup cho mot chu be nha que co chut tia sang van chuong le loi thanh nguoi huu dung. Nho den rung rung nhung buoi thay day toi cai dep tho ca giua luc trong chung noi canh rau cho bua com chieu… Va toi da viet nhu len dong ve chuc nang cua tho ca, ve tinh nguoi trong van chuong, trong cuoc doi ma thay da giup toi hieu duoc. Chuyen van chuong lam luc cung au o. Nam do, may sao, toi duoc giai ba toan quoc.
Buoc ra doi tu mot canh cua hep, doi toi con lam long dong lan dan. Tot nghiep dai hoc su pham roi that nghiep, mo quan ca phe kiem song roi lam chu quan sach, roi di day hoc, viet van, lam bao. Co mot dieu la lam nghe gi toi van luon tam niem nhung loi thay day buoi dau den nha toi, rang hoc hanh khong thieu cung chang du, rang biet du la du, cai can nhat la song thuc voi minh va mo long ra voi moi nguoi, con com ao cong danh o cuoc doi, can day, nhung lam luc nhu may bay gio tan.
Hang chuc ban be dong mon nhung khac lua cua toi, nhung nguoi da tung duoc thay nhat len giua nhung luong cay bui bam, giua nhung dot cat vo tren dam, nay cung theo duoi nghe van, nghiep bao giua Sai Gon cung luon nho ve nhung loi thay day nam ay. Bon muoi nam di day, thay da chat chiu tim nhat lay tung mam non nang khieu o khap trong Nam ngoai Bac, de uom trong, de hi vong, de bac chiec cau cho dam tre vao doi. Ngam cho cung, ma toi, mot ba nong dan it hoc, nhung bang linh cam ky dieu cua nguoi phu nu, nguoi me, ngay tu buoi dau da nghi dung ve thay: “Chi vi thay co chu tam…”.
NGUYEN THANH TUNG
